Fear of judgements

Hello friends… I wish to share my experience with fear of judgement..

It all started in my school.. I did my primary schooling in cities and did my high school in a village.. So people around here were so judgmental about everything.. About my looks, about my expression, about my dress.. Whatever I do people used to judge me and hate me for no reason.. I used to be very honest and straight forward…But people started judging about everything I do.. With this I moved to college, and my fear of judgement started from then.. I used to speak less thinking that they may judge me for what I speak.. Even people did that.. They used to call me senseless,mad.. Everyone used to avoid me.. This led me to depression.. And I scored very poor marks in college.. Ultimately I wasted next two years in depression.. I didn’t even go to college thereafter having fear of judgement.. I m doing my college from open university.. No one knows this.. I lied everything that I am doing a good course in good college.. But I m not.. I lied in the fear of judgement… I don’t know how to overcome this.. But this fear of judgement ruining my life..